Signz. These few days, been very troubled.
Only when you want to go, then pple ask to stay.
All the talking to is getting me rather confused. Inside emotionally in turmoil. I have yet to settle down and think through again.
There are fears, anxiety, insecurities, bonds and relation with pple on one hand, my own plans, disillusions, my concerns on the other. I have yet to really settle them.
Have to give an answer next week.
I am going temple again. Also need to chill out a bit and settle this inside. Need to settle so that there is NO REGRET or BAGGAGES left behind.
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People are like that. When you deal with it on a consistent manner ( like students forsaking you then coming back to you when their grades dropped many notches) you will learn to take it with a pinch of salt.
My reasons:
1 Strike out on your own. Cos you have held an 'office' job for 3 long years.
2.You know the current educational system inside out. Take a long desired risk to venture out on your own. Like the wild animals that hunt and being free, compared to domesticated herds, food guaranteed but confined within so many boundaries.
3. As Raziel put it best, "Better to confront one's destiny, then to cower from it." Ventured out and failed = Kan Yuan
Ventured out and succeeded = Why didnt you do it earlier.
4. Worst, come to segamat, or stay in sg. Relax and LIVE. =D
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